It's strange how things turn out unexpectedly. Today caught me off guard in the most unexpected ways.

I feel fooled.

It started off normal, but then my reality exploded. Call it luck that it all worked out. Hell, I even made a newish friend today, if thats what you call it. Maybe I am getting better at fitting in....

nah.

For once my sky was sort of a normal color. The blue almost violet color of purple of indigo stayed with me today. It's a calm, understanding color that reminds me of cloudy days of almost rain. It seems to swirl like all shades of blue, but more slow and melancholy. I could float on it like a thick, soft waterbed. I feel relaxed and like there is less of a weight on my chest. There is no storm or rage or hurt in this color, only understanding.

It's a nice change.